oh god. shitty shit. damn! i feel like im just floating to whatever! I dont know what will happen in the future but there's only one thing i know and that is i know nothing. fuck off! Okay fine after a long time of deciding. IVE DECIDED! and that is i will continue this. yeah .... for my parents. sometimes i just wanna go and leave the country but problems will not be solve unless you face it. so here iam still struggling. i know i can do this. and this time im gonna do it BETTER.

i miss my friends... super big time!!!! see you soon. girls! i love you all.

sam : goodluck for your intership in boracay. i love you girl. KUDOS!

GIRLS i love you all. kisses! kudos.

happy happy birthday to my new found friend lem (; i decided to brag it here because i was so touched and shocked by his call (; and some of our conversation goes like this:

lem: "it's my birthday, where's my gift?"

me: "oh yeah, happy birthday have a good one alright?, haha what gift you wanna have?"

lem: "i want you to blow my candle, can i call?"

then he calls haha. thanks babe (F.Y.I i call all my friends babe and baby, lalo na pag natutuwa ako sakanila) ;p 

(* SORRY FOR TAKIN YOUR PICTURES HAHA*)

sometimes the hardest things and the right things are the same. damn it!

 LOVE and DESPAIR

even the strongest falls apart.

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I feel and you still wouldn't understand...So now I leave without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.

damn!

EVEN THE BEST FALL DOWN SOMETIMES.